Chapter 1
Differentiation- when I initially heard of this word I was thinking that it was going to be something about math and how we can put it in the classroom. I really didn’t think much of it until I we watched the show about Oprah opening the door for girls to go to school and gain an education. It was there that I realized that this was the class that I have wanted to take in a long time. It has already helped me understand or rather have some ideas as far as dealing with different student and their personal needs. Then I was able to read about the ideas behind it and to come to the conclusion that I need to gain all the tools necessary to adequately use them in my classroom; to really become an example of uniting a class and others.
The highlights that I enjoyed reading about were first, that I am the leader to teach to my students’ needs and that this does not have to be done in only one way but multiple ways. This stumped me, however, because I don’t know how to first come up with all the many ways to teach, second how to organize what I am doing for who and lastly if it is being helpful or not. Anyway, the second highlight I liked is that the possibilities are endless of helping students grow and learn. Love this because it is the reason as to why I want to be a teacher. We all want to make a difference and to help individuals to become who they want to be. I am looking forward to learning more about the hows so that I will be as prepared as possible in accomplishing a classroom of learning.
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Chapter 7
This explains so well the way I have been feeling lately about teaching. It is overwhelming looking at teaching as a complete picture. Knowing that students are in your classroom and that you are responsible for their success. One false move could change the rest of their life. Well, anything said like that could look overwhelming and difficult, but the quote that I used earlier says it all. It is just taking time to get to know the kids and to see who they are individually. Although, it takes more that just knowing, it is a great head start to everything else. In line with that, the book also says that living the simplest truths is seldom easy. They then continue by saying or rather encouraging us to not worry about it. I think that when we worry we overlook the simple joy that comes from just living and learning. We forget to see the small moments of success and then we choose to see the failure and hard times that do become overwhelming. So I am choosing right now not to be this way. But to stand tall, be confident, and to move forward without worrying. And to apply the above quote. To know the children and see all opportunities as a an opportunity to grow and learn. I just need an action plan, but I am in the process of putting that together. Wish me luck.
Chapters 5 & 6
And this is where I stop and talk. Almost vent, really. I am finding myself in a state of confusion from all the readings, observations, and applications that I have been able to experience in the past 26 years. Yes, I have included years prior to the education program, but focus more on what the education program is teaching me. It would tell me to put all students ahead of myself. To take time for the individual and to dedicate my efforts in helping them achieve their full potential. Then the application that I have learned in order to accomplish this has ranged from morning meetings, to one on one time, to bringing others in for help, etc. The list goes on and on and the conclusion that all of them reach to is the fact that students and their learning should come first. That they might become all that they can become and this because you as a teacher is taking time to believe in them and to show them that you care. This is the practice that we are in. It is the practice that we believe in. However, if this be the case, why is it that you see very few teachers apply it into their own teaching. Where does the caring begin and if it ever begins where does it end? Why is it that when you're in High School you're not taken care of unless you have a disability? College? Same thing. Unless I have a disability, who cares if I fail or pass? So really, where does the caring end or even begin? Do people really believe that others can become? Or is it hot air and a great idea that makes them look good? I am really confused. Is this what I have to look forward to, not truly caring? Or can I change that and hopefully influence others? Help. I am lost. And I find that although all my readings, etc have been great, are they applied and internalized? Those are my thoughts and concerns. Sorry to put it all on you, but you are the best person for me to just vent to. You don't have to respond, I just needed to get out what it is that I am thinking. So thanks for just reading.
Chapters 3 and 4
At first, when I read this, I got so excited because the first part explained in such a clear way the type of teacher that I would like to be. Then as I read the last part about love, it made me wonder. Is the love that I have for student learning, growth, and becoming based on them being what it is I imagine them to be without that drive for them to truly become. Or is it based on what they believe they can become, with a driven force that would allow them to progress? Sadly enough, I would have to say the first. I think that I have the passion for the students, but on an individual basis I lack the drive and motivation to help them achieve whatever it is that they choose to achieve. This is surprising to me. I think we all have good intentions, but few of us really choose to follow through with those intentions. So, solution... few came through the book, while I will have to find others along the way and through the experience of teaching. For now I will state 3 that I found where I could improve my personal self to really help the students individually.
First. Response to student needs. This part gave five ways in which a teacher could respond to the students' needs. They are affirmation, contribution, power, purpose,and challenge. I like what they said is that these responses are outcroppings of the students' needs and not just for curriculum and instruction, but "they breathe life into it." That is what I want. To breathe life into the students' questions and concerns and to help them see beyond the normality of life.
Second. Make room for all kinds of learners. This will help me to keep my mind and eyes open for ideas on teaching and helping individuals grow. My classroom has to resemble my passion. It should provide a learning environment where the students know that they can achieve and that I believe in their personal achievement.
Third. Enhancing classroom operation. I think that this will play a huge role in individual success. This would include using their time wisely and not doing things that in the end don't matter.
SO, now it is up to me to move forward and to put into action what I have deemed to be helpful ideas to put my passion into action. I just hope that I will be able to do see, to remember it in my class, and to help each individual to achieve success.